Here we go, a run down of a few things.
As some of you may or may not know on Saturday it was my Birthday. I wrote this post about not celebrating here. I was on the early shift, so was up at 4 and worked until 3pm, where I went home, had a nap then went out for dinner with the family. I had steak and it was delicious. I then went and met a few friends at the pub and had a couple of brandies in celebration, but didn’t tell anyone it was my birthday, but a few knew by being friends with me on Facebook. One person I did not want to know found out and he bought me several shots of sambucca (I can’t stand aniseed flavoured anything) which I had due to peer pressure and not wasting alcohol. We moved onto another pub where I saw a whole bunch of other people, as well as an old university friend and we had a good catch up and lamented how we should talk more. 2 brandies turned into around 10 a 2 shots turned into about 6 and by 11:30 I called it an evening and walked home as I had to work in the morning. It was lovely to see everyone, but I had work so I couldn’t go in battered.
Sunday I went to work on the late and got in feeling a little rough and tired, but passable. They day was dull and uneventful and I closed up tired, but ok. I went home and went immediately to bed as I was doing the early the following morning. Yes I was doing a late-to-early, yes I seem to do nothing but work and sleep and drink, yes I lead an unfufilling and dull life.
Monday morning I opened and had a good one, meeting my sales target within 2 hours which makes my day a little easier but still means I try so that if I have a bad day later in the week I have a little cushion. I replied to all the well wishes I got on Facebook and a friend of mine skyped me.
I was tired already from the weekend and only keeping myself wake so that I could sleep at a good time in the night so I didn’t wake up in the middle of it, so I was already a little, ok a lot grumpy, but I managed to convince him I wasn’t too bad. He is a good guy and I felt bad because there had been a bit of drama when we last saw each other, completely not to do with us, but we had to deal with the fallout and I felt bad as I got him to come for a good time and he ended up not having that. What bugged me is that within 120 seconds of us talking on Skype he mentioned my ex girlfriend. Now, I didn’t ask for information, he volunteered it, and in honesty I should have expected it as he is one of the few links between her and I, but I didn’t expect it in a way as well. She is well and moving forward at a good speed in her life and I am happy for her, but even talking about her has thrown me off kilter. Add to the fact that I was tired and well it didn’t make me the happiest bunny in the hutch.
To make it worse when I went to sleep I woke up at 4am. That’s right, this idiot forgot to turn his alarm off ON HIS DAY OFF!!! Genius, I know right? Today my brother has been ill, I got shouted at for having biscuits in my room, I have felt tired, stupid, the job application I was really hoping for a reply from has not sent me one by their deadline to respond and generally not in a fantastic mood. I tried releases of pretending to be happy and watching happy things and talking to a few friends, but that came up empty. Now I just feel like blogging isn’t working for me anymore either. That is not a good thing. I guess we will just see what we see
PL&H
MMS
My Mental Stream 
Belated happy birthday wishes to you xx
Thank you Juliet xx