Basically this is going to be a first world problem rant, nothing that actually matters but it has annoyed the hell out of me so I am going to write about it.
I got a call from one of the girls at work today telling me she is ill and if I could come in and cover. I said yes, because then I will have 5 hours lieu time I can take, she looks rubbish and everyone knows that she was a stupid mare for coming in after going to a wedding reception last night and getting completely and utterly hammered. She bugs me, but I have to work with her so I am nice enough, but you could have gone and moderated your alcohol intake, or crazy thought here, NOT DRUNK AT ALL!
For the last 5 or 6 days my phone (Samsung Galaxy SIII) has not been connecting to my home WiFi. This is a pain in its self because I use my phone a fair deal to surf and stream and for all sorts of data based uses, so using the WiFi is better than rinsing my limit in a few days (2 gig I think, but I use that very quickly). So guess what? I reached my data limit last night, and with no WiFi I had to use my laptop (where wifi is fine) and do things on there (oh, cant use his new smartphone, so has to use is laptop, it is so hard) I said this was a whiny first world rant so get the hell of my back dickhead.
I thought that maybe if I updated my firmware it might kick start my phone into liking the WiFi again and maybe everything will be hunky dory. Guess what? HOW ABOUT NO! Updated firmware, now cannot remember or access my apps on my phone to update those again because i cant remember my password, oh and still cant access the WiFi and still have no data to be able to access crap to surf on.
SO NOW MY PHONE IS JUST A GOD DAMN PHONE!!! WHAT KIND OF BULLCRAP IS THIS?!
I realise I could write a satirical piece on the fact I depend on my phone more than I should, or how mobile phones are now so much more than simple devices used to call and text people, but I simply cannot be bothered, nor do I have the patience or wit to be able to come up with something so droll. So my phone is just a phone now until my next bill and it will be restored, or I can pay for more (that is not happening).
MY phone WiFi still does not work, I have to go into work at 3:30 to help out, I cannot be bothered to be a good person today. I haven’t texted either of the girls back from last night because simply put, I don’t want to speak to them, let alone meet up with either of them for a catch up. I apologised to another friend because I was an absolute Dick with a capital D to her, but I still feel crappy about it and am thinking about maybe just walking away so that I stop being an ar*e to her, and I still have this other girl messing with my head even though she is so very much with her partner and they are really very serious about their relationship, even if he is an ar*e in my eyes.
Generally, annoying myself, things are annoying me and I have little patience. Oh, and my mother is getting back from a weekend with 2 of my aunts, so you can guarantee this will bring on more guilt trips, more talk about responsibility, more talk about money and more than likely more talk about religion and duties I must perform. Oh and my step dad is being a bit more of an ar*e than usual. I keep having flashbacks oh memories of things I did when I was younger of when I thought I was being really helpful with things, when I look back I see as an adult I was just being played, a 16 year old being played on his guilt to help and to do his best for his family.
At least last nights kebab was really good. I like that. As I said to my friend a couple of nights ago
“Give me a whiskey or a blowjob, don’t care which one, but get me one now”
Fuck it, I’m Out.